This is a lesson that I learned a few times already - but have to keep fresh in my memory. Holding onto stress and trying to fix everything to make it work right only makes me crazy. "If this happens, then that will happen, then we can do this...but if that DOESN'T happen then this will happen and we can't do that or someone won't be happy...BUT if I do THIS and THAT then maybe it will work.............."
Jeez, louise, learn your lesson girl! Whatever is going to happen will happen no matter how much I try to fix it. I'm not completely responsible for everyone's happiness - I can only help the people who want to be helped - and helping doesn't mean doing everything for them. I have to learn to let go - and not to take things personally when I get slammed or ignored by someone I'm bending over backwards for. If I stay in the right frame of mind I can do that - but when I let my guard down and start to care it crushes me.
Thank god for Mike - he is a true lifesaver and the love of my life.
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